back to work

today is the first day i have been back to work in a week and a half. I got my pay check today, wow. i want to go back to new york. why cant i go? all of the things that i experienced there, really made me want to stay there. mar is not going to be there by the time i get to go back but regardless. mind you, chicago will always have my heart. lets all just go to philly, i have yet to go and i want to be there.

why cant i sleep?

i need to start sleeping just a little bit more. I have been running on maybe 4 hours of sleep a night. my days are pretty shot.There are too many distractions for me. Be it music, damned facebook,reading and the always there laundry, i can not simply say ef it all. i have to do something in order to get my thoughts off of sleep. i do not know why, it is just the way things go.

blahg

i returned from new york yesterday and decided, nope.
i liked it but not for me.

update

so it has been a while since i have been on this thing. I think that it is because i have had better things to do. i was talking to some people the other day and i realize i tend to lean toward the one on one convos.

12.06.08

two days ago a group of us went to watch sigur ros in kansas city and i seriously feel as if my life was changed in a bit. I seriously recommend them to everyone. it will really move you.

burn baby burn

so today at work there were two random cars were engulfed in flames and i laughed.

memorial day. temp 95,000 c

ok i am sitting here enjoying my peaceful day at work and all of a sudden it doecides to go from a pleasnt morning to a inferno like afternoon. seriously, dying over here.i even contemplated just getting heat stroke so i can just chillat home for the rest of the day, maybe a while recovering at the hospital but, i would be relaxing and or fighting to stay alive. i know that most of you are out having the time of your lives and i wish you well.
also,
indiana jones, really?
i went last night and to my surprise i did not enjoy the film, call me crazy or whatever you want. i guess i am just an old fashioned type of guy who wants his original indiana back. I mean cool movie and great actors but aliens? shoot me in the head. meh why couldnt he still have been fighting with the nazis? i mean that was what was up in all the other films.Ah oh well shutting up now. have a good day everyone and remember today is about honoring and remembering your loved ones and not getting f'd on the river with the rest of the trash that floats down the river. make good choices.