people in general

i do not really have a problem with them, just certain ones. I feel like i am so restricted here and i really need to branch out as soon as possible. I mean i know there is not too much to do around here other than partying or going to church but come on, really. friends here are great but there are a few i can call friends and not just social friends. I dont know, I feel like I am just bitching too much but damn.

back to work

today is the first day i have been back to work in a week and a half. I got my pay check today, wow. i want to go back to new york. why cant i go? all of the things that i experienced there, really made me want to stay there. mar is not going to be there by the time i get to go back but regardless. mind you, chicago will always have my heart. lets all just go to philly, i have yet to go and i want to be there.

why cant i sleep?

i need to start sleeping just a little bit more. I have been running on maybe 4 hours of sleep a night. my days are pretty shot.There are too many distractions for me. Be it music, damned facebook,reading and the always there laundry, i can not simply say ef it all. i have to do something in order to get my thoughts off of sleep. i do not know why, it is just the way things go.

blahg

i returned from new york yesterday and decided, nope.
i liked it but not for me.

update

so it has been a while since i have been on this thing. I think that it is because i have had better things to do. i was talking to some people the other day and i realize i tend to lean toward the one on one convos.

12.06.08

two days ago a group of us went to watch sigur ros in kansas city and i seriously feel as if my life was changed in a bit. I seriously recommend them to everyone. it will really move you.

burn baby burn

so today at work there were two random cars were engulfed in flames and i laughed.