catch up

so since the last time I was on here, i have turned 24. that really is no big deal anymore. didnt mean for that to rhyme but it did. oh things are kind of craz these days. as usual, i am running around he place wondering about my life and where it is heading or what will become of me in the next few years. i am all about living in the moment these days. i am happy that this summer some of the most important people in my life will still be here. without some friends around it would be unbearable. i am over these mediocre friendships, i do not think i can even classify them as friendships other than meaningless jibber jabber with people i really could give a fuck about. i mean cool talk once in a great while and let me know information about yourself and then lets get on with our lives shall we? im over it. i just want these next couple of weeks to be memorable, not in the sense like we have to do something ferosh and awesome just something that will make me want to fly on the wings of music.