update

so it has been a while since i have been on this thing. I think that it is because i have had better things to do. i was talking to some people the other day and i realize i tend to lean toward the one on one convos.

12.06.08

two days ago a group of us went to watch sigur ros in kansas city and i seriously feel as if my life was changed in a bit. I seriously recommend them to everyone. it will really move you.

burn baby burn

so today at work there were two random cars were engulfed in flames and i laughed.

memorial day. temp 95,000 c

ok i am sitting here enjoying my peaceful day at work and all of a sudden it doecides to go from a pleasnt morning to a inferno like afternoon. seriously, dying over here.i even contemplated just getting heat stroke so i can just chillat home for the rest of the day, maybe a while recovering at the hospital but, i would be relaxing and or fighting to stay alive. i know that most of you are out having the time of your lives and i wish you well.
also,
indiana jones, really?
i went last night and to my surprise i did not enjoy the film, call me crazy or whatever you want. i guess i am just an old fashioned type of guy who wants his original indiana back. I mean cool movie and great actors but aliens? shoot me in the head. meh why couldnt he still have been fighting with the nazis? i mean that was what was up in all the other films.Ah oh well shutting up now. have a good day everyone and remember today is about honoring and remembering your loved ones and not getting f'd on the river with the rest of the trash that floats down the river. make good choices.

memorial day weekend? not for me...

this is the first time that i have not been able to enjoy a memorial day weekend in a really long time. I m not bitching or anything, it is just that, why can i not get wasted today? it really is not about gettin wasted, just being home. I know the last few posts have just been me barking about working so much. I will stop.
Anyways, last night i had a really good time hanging out with some friends that i have not seen in a really long time. it was just what the doctor prescribed. im scarfin it for now.

55 hours +

ok so this fluxuation of hours at work are making me a horrible person, i do not want to do anything but sleep and be a bitch. i got one of those down already so i will let you decide which one i need to start. Granted, yes i like the money, i still miss seeing my friends and family blah blah blah. sheesh....i just want to be relaxed for a bit, is that too much to ask? apparently yes. i know i sound like a whiney bitch. some of you are like brad what about the cambodian fetus that works 23 hours a day for less than a penny and hour? yeah ytou know what he or she is in cambodia and i am here. i know heartless ass but, hey you should know me by now. and if anyone reading this is at all offended about what i expressed please, do not hesitate to keep your comments to yourself. love you

whore like girs in siloam, could you be at risk?

ok so after interacting with a group of people i came to the conclusion that a % of these so called girls that are on fire for Christ are actually kind of whorey. dont get me wrong, i really have no room to talk but i am just saying, do not be a christian and a whore, won't work. mary magdalene might have been the last ok whore to pull tha one off, so don't count yourself that lucky.she probably invented some of the stuff that we still use today. she is a pioneer and you are not. more of a cumdumpster than anything else. with that said, i am joining a christian support group that helps whorey girls from jbu who go on mission trips....would'nt that be a great job? hi im brad and i hear you are a whore , thats ok but, God doesn't, so stop.meh. what do i care. i am not being effected by it personally so get your stds and your babies that you will probably have your mother take care of because , you are too much of a whore to care.
God Bless

Sam Sparro

oh my gaaaaaaawd

time is short for my house. i think that i will be more than happy to live by myself for a bit but i will miss my house mates, it occured to me today.i will learn to get over it eventually.

catch up

so since the last time I was on here, i have turned 24. that really is no big deal anymore. didnt mean for that to rhyme but it did. oh things are kind of craz these days. as usual, i am running around he place wondering about my life and where it is heading or what will become of me in the next few years. i am all about living in the moment these days. i am happy that this summer some of the most important people in my life will still be here. without some friends around it would be unbearable. i am over these mediocre friendships, i do not think i can even classify them as friendships other than meaningless jibber jabber with people i really could give a fuck about. i mean cool talk once in a great while and let me know information about yourself and then lets get on with our lives shall we? im over it. i just want these next couple of weeks to be memorable, not in the sense like we have to do something ferosh and awesome just something that will make me want to fly on the wings of music.

my birthday....

is in 2 days. i will be 24.
shit.

,./

i have come to a stopping point in my life. More like i had an epiphany today. I am kind of done with this whole place. Granted i love everyoe that i have met here, well almost. Iam just not the type of person that can stay in one place. I know that my home base is here but i mean how will i fully uderstand who i am or what i want if i just decide to limit myself to one area on this planet? I have traveled in my lifetime yes but, i have always ended up in the same place i have always been.
gone are the days of knowing what my day to day life is going to be. I am ready to try different things and to meet different people.....

didnt get my drink on,

ok so usually on tuesdays, i go over to a friends' house and proceed to get wasted. it really isnt about that i am realizing. I enjoyed a night without partying and it was tangible. oh me oh my, i think i could be taking a step back to partying. I am kind of over smoking as well...just found out,believe it or not, it is bad for your health. weird i know. im over it.

am i mean?

The story here is as follows.
night before last i through a bday party for a friend of mine and decided that if he were to invite only the people he wanted there it would be so. i forgot that our house was indeed the "party" house. Anyways more people than we bargained for show up. I in turn get super pissed and have to say something, it rhymed with get the fuck out of our house. so everyone left and then our group of friends went to another house and continued what we sought out to accomplish. that was night one
night two
it was at another friends house and we had a party. freshman kids showed up and like always, they huddled together and were "those" kids. i decided that two night of this is enough,so i took it upon myself to let them know what was up. i infiltraded their safezone and turned all the music off. mind you this is not my house, i then made them all stand up and introduce themselves because they obviously would not do it themselves.so they all stood up and did as they should. Stern and forward yes,mean?

steamed carrots and rice

well tonight i got the best gift ever. no not that but something close to it. I got to talk to my boo bear. it was over skype so it made for good times. i thought about how much i miss her and how i wish i could share adventures with her. I know there will be plenty of time for that in the future so i can wait for now.
so tonight is he night where i am able to eat fast food. I allow myself to partake in the consumption of fast food once a month. where did i go? well like all bad choices, i decided to go to the golden arches. i know i shouldnt have but alas i decided to let my demons run rampant and control me. i endulged in disgusting yet satisfying food. side note. dont let me do that again. I ordered a 10pc nugget meal and a dollar burger. wow I wonder why i have weight issues.
so steamed carrots and rice.....I have decided, that after that meal and earlier tonight while talking to tracie, i consumed 12 twizzlers and i think i should have diabetes now or something. I mean really? I have the eating habits of a dirty, no respect for myself, hands down my pants kind of guy, I am going to do away with the whole going out to eat thing and just eat healthy. I have even stopped smoking. well not entirely. i have one a day now and I am not bringing them to work with me anymore. Danny is helping me quit and I am doin the same in return. i will overcome this also!

drunk at the advocate

tonight I waltzed into the advocate drunk as a skunk. it was glorious and i probably made some people uneasy. I though it was fun though.i decided that drinking brandy and coke was a good idea. I didnt know that when you mix the two it made kerosene but hey it got the job done. I have come to the realization that tuesdays will from now on be the night that i screw up my liver. Weeeeeeeee right? ok so anyways. i might need to pass out soon! I think that I might break.

long ass day

ok so today was a pretty productive day. I woke up at 7ish and then made some breakfast. I decided that I had enought time to take a shower and get ready for the day to begin. I really had no idea that today would be one of the longest days of my life. 

work seemed like it was going to be fairly normal. i mean how normal can it be for me? i have onl been working there for a week, wel i guess it is not that complicated of a job. I clean cars and drive places, wow,right? i know i shouldnt piss and moan about a 12 hour day but seriously? the last time I worked seriously was in june and that was an easy job as well. I give props to all of the people who have to do this all the time. especially people who have been at a job for 10s of years.

how completely lazy do i seem right about now. I mean, you have to give me credit, I stuck it out and got the job done. I also did good at work. i kid i kid, i did bust ass today though. I guess this is just a shameful plug about how i am being responsible and how it really is not that bad.

birthday party

today we celebrate the 1 year birthday of my neice adisen. im totally getting trashed at her party.

ok today I completed my 5th day of work and let me tell you that it has been magic since i have started. Not only do I work at a great job, I also work with some of the best people I have ever worked with. The hours are nice and i get to watch people travel all day. Granted that makes it sound like I am a complete stalker but it is fun to think of where everyone is going and where they are coming from. 

the other day I was pulling a car to port and there was a man standing outside and he was of the asian persuasian. I knew as soon as I got out of the car he would greet me. I was like hey how are you and he looked as if I had shot his daughter in front of him. He told me that it was disrespectful for korean outh to not greet the older generation in such an improper manner. I decided to do the right thing and turn around and get on with my life. I mean really? korean? me ?

I can see hispanic, hell i will take the occasional hawaiian. but korean? I need to start wearing feathers in my hair or something up in this bitch.

another blog, another day

ok I have tried numerous blogs and I really do not have the ability to stay commited to one for too long. I think that I will try and maintain this one for a while. we will see how it goes.